2 Bulan Pasca Meninggalnya Ashraf Sinclair, Adik : Ada Ruang Kosong yang Nggak Mungkin Terisi Lagi

Reporter : Dhewi Bayu Larasati
Minggu, 19 April 2020 13:05

Kematian memang nggak pernah terasa mudah bagi keluarga yang ditinggalkan

Dua bulan berlalu, kepergian Ashraf Sinclair pada 18 Febriari kemarin, menjadi duka yang sangat berat bagi anggota keluarganya.

Itulah yang nampak di postingan Ibu, serta kedua adik almarhum. Bertepatan dengan dua bulan kepergian sang anak, Ibunda Ashraf Sinclair, Khadijah A. Rahman-Sinclair, mengunggah foto beserta doa untuk putra tercinta di akun Instagram.

"We never stop our doa and read Yasin for him and for us here, to live a new life without him" (Kami nggak pernah berdoa dan membacakan Yasin untuk dia, dan kami semua di sini yang harus menjalani hidup baru tanpa Ashraf," tulisnya.

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Assalamualaikum wbt Al-Fatihah. Its 2 months today since Alm Ashraf left Bunga, Noah and all of us. We never stop our doa and read Yasin for him and for us here, to live a new life without him. For us to redho that he has gone to Rahmattullah and for us to stay close to Bunga and Noah, to watch him grow, as 'anak yang soleh', with full support from the Sinclairs and the 'keluarga besar di Jakarta'. May Allah swt grant Almarhum forgiveness and protect him over there and may Allah swt protect his loved ones over here, for Bunga and Noah to continue the love of Alm Ashraf, to treasure his positive attitude to life and to live again with happiness, gratitude and always in contribution. La illaha illa anta subha naka inni kuntu minazzorlimiin. Aamiin. Thank you very much for your doa, support, well wishes and may Allah swt reward you with your kindness. Aamiin. Wasallamualaikum wbt Al-Fatihah.

A post shared by Khadijah A Rahman-Sinclair (@dida_sinclair) on Apr 17, 2020 at 10:23pm PDT

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"They say time heals, but..."

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It's two months today. Not a single day has gone by that we don't think about you. . They say time heals, but it hurts just the same. . I came across your voicenote in my Google Drive. Hearing your voice helped ease the pain a little, but reminded me that there is a void in my heart that will never be filled now that you are gone. . I miss you so much Abang. . If you think about my brother today, please read him Al-Fatihah or send him a prayer. Thank you ??

A post shared by Aishah Sinclair (@aishahjennifer) on Apr 17, 2020 at 9:29pm PDT

Nggak lama, adik Ashraf, Jennifer, juga mengunggah foto kakakknya tersebut dengan caption yang menyentuh hati. Tampak sosok Ashraf sedang memeluk kedua anak Aisha. Ketiganya nampak tersenyum sambil menatap kamera.

"It's two months today. Not a single day has gone by that we don't think about you." (Dua bulan berlalu. Nggak ada satu hari pun tanpa kami memikirkan kamu)," kenangnya.

Menurutnya, ternyata waktu nggak selalu bisa menghapus luka.

"They say time heals, but it hurts just the same.(Kata mereka, waktu bisa menyembuhkan, tapi nyatanya rasa sakitnya tetap sama aja)," lanjutnya.

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Rekaman Suara untuk Menghapus Rindu

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Untuk mengusir rasa kangen, Aisha mendengarkan rekaman suara milik sang kakak yang masih disimpan di Google Drive. Rekaman tersebut memang bisa menghapus sedikit luka, tapi sekaligus jadi pengingat kalau ada ruang di hatinya yang nggak akan mungkin terisi lagi.

" Hearing your voice helped ease the pain a little, but reminded me that there is a void in my heart that will never be filled now that you are gone."

Kompak dengan sang ibu, Aisha juga meminta kepada wargane yang melihat postingan instagram tersebut untuk ikut mendoakan abangnya terkasih. Semoga keluarga Ashraf selalu kuat ya!